What is your best and worst childhood memory? What was your biggest fear as a child?
Last Updated: 28.06.2025 04:53
My biggest fear was dying. My worst memory was one night. I fell asleep in the living room. I was 10. I woke up I was in my bed. my arms were tied to my sides and my blanket was burrito’d around my arms and head.
My best memory was Dixie. She was a family dog but what I needed a hug she was there. After that night it damn straight I needed a hug.
That's why I can't do saunas or a hot tubs. That heat and humidity I can't do it. It reminds me too much of almost dying. It traumatized me.
Just remembering I'm over here crying my eyes out.
I couldn't breathe. I don't know how long I was struggling. I remember it started to get so hot and humid. Finally, I got my hands-free and started digging at my blanket trying to get it off me. The pressure in my head started to increase. I needed air. I thought to myself what if I'm digging at the middle of my blanket. I thought I was going to die. Just as my vision started to go black I got free. I sat there with hugging my knees too my chest and cried for hours.